Nolan with 11th grandchild |
As
a bearer of the Holy Priesthood, I have been privileged to stand in the
very place of God himself in order to baptize, confirm, prepare and
administer the sacrament, give infants
their name and blessing, to administer to the sick and afflicted, and
even to cast the Evil One away. Words cannot express what it feels like
when so doing, to feel the tangible, palpable power of God descend upon
me like fire, and then experience confirmation through the Spirit that
our Father in Heaven has indeed accepted my actions as authoritative and
acceptable in his sight.
The
best accounting is to say that I have begun to experience for myself
the unequaled majesty of God, and my own nothingness, plus to get a
glimpse of just how great the distance is between our exalted Father and
mere mortal me. The Lord speaks of those who tremble under his power
being made
strong (D&C 52:17). I have gotten a better idea of what it means to
so tremble as I have performed priesthood ordinances for the blessing
of others. After Moses' great vision of this earth, which he could
survive only the because the glory of God had come upon him, it took
Moses many hours to regain his natural strength after the Lord and his
glory departed. He was led to exclaim, "Now, for this cause I KNOW that
man is nothing, which thing I had never supposed" (Moses 1:10). God's
validating what I have done in the name of his Son has enabled me to get
a glimpse of what Moses experienced.
The
Priesthood as divine power does in fact exist, and I
feel humbled to the very dust, realizing that the Lord has granted me
such an incalculable honor, that I may bless others through his
priesthood. It is veritably true that without the ordinances and
authority of the priesthood, the power of godliness is NOT manifest unto
men in the flesh (D&C 84:21).
The rights of the priesthood are
inseparably connected with the powers of heaven, and that the powers of
heaven cannot be controlled nor handled only upon the principles of
righteousness. That they may be conferred upon us, it is true; but when
we undertake to cover our sins, or to gratify our
pride, our vain ambition, or to exercise control or dominion or
compulsion upon the souls of the children of men, in any degree of
unrighteousness, behold, the heavens withdraw themselves; the Spirit of
the Lord is grieved; and when it is withdrawn, Amen to the priesthood or
the authority of that man (D&C 121:36 - 37).
Those
who aspire unto the priesthood outside the framework the Lord
established even before this world was created run the risk of seeking
to gratify
their pride or vain ambition, of vaunting their mere mortal wisdom to be
equal to, or even worse, better that of God. If that is in fact the
case, the hearts of those so seeking are wrong before the Lord, and
should, in all honesty, expect no such bestowal of divine authority,
because they seek it for the wrong - unacceptable and intolerable -
reasons.
I
have learned by my own experience that God does live, and is perfectly
capable of successfully bearing off his
kingdom himself. Any Uzzahs offering their services to steady the ark
due to what they perceive as stumblings would only get in the way, and
make a mess of things.
Nolan Doxey
Evergreen,
Colorado
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